Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Monday, May 10, 2010
Schedule of Performances: May 10th - May 31st (Exhibition Closes)
Point of Contact: 10.30-11.45am
Imponderabilia: 1-2.15pm
Wednesday the 12th-
Point of Contact: 11.45-1pm
Imponderabilia: 2.15-3.30pm
Thursday the 13th-
Point of Contact: 10.30-11.45am
Point of Contact: 1-2.15pm
Friday the 14th-
Point of Contact: 1-2.15pm
Point of Contact: 3.30-4.45pm
Point of Contact: 5.45-7pm
Saturday the 15th-
Relation in Time: 3.30-5.30pm
Sunday the 16th-
Point of Contact: 3.30-4.45pm
Monday the 17th-
Nude w/ Skeleton: 1-3.30pm
Point of Contact: 4.45-5.45pm
Wednesday the 19th-
Nude w/ Skeleton: 1-3.30pm
Thursday the 20th-
Point of Contact: 2.15-3.30pm
Point of Contact: 4.45-5.45pm
Relation in Time: 6.15-7.15pm
Saturday the 22nd-
Nude with Skeleton: 10.30-1pm
Relation in Time: 3.30-5.30pm
Wednesday the 26th-
Point of Contact: 1-2.25pm
Point of Contact: 3.30-4.45pm
Thursday the 27th-
Nude with Skeleton: 10.30-1pm
Friday the 28th-
Point of Contact: 11.45-1pm
Imponderabilia: 3.30-4.45pm
Nude with Skeleton: 6-8pm
Saturday the 29th-
Relation in Time: 10.30-1pm
Sunday the 30th-
Nude with Skeleton: 3.30-5.30
Monday the 31st:
TBA
EXHIBITION CLOSED
Friday, May 7, 2010
Sitting
Dreaming About Sitting with Marina
Today I am scheduled to sit across from Marina. The performers in the exhibition have the opportunity to be first in line once the museum opens – first thing...
Before I woke up today I was dreaming about sitting across from Marina. I rarely remember my dreams. However, in this brief exchange we were silently staring into one another’s eyes and she broke the silent meditation, saying, “You can be open to the pleasure of this experience. I can feel it. You can be open to the pleasure of this experience.” Then her dream-time self reached across the space between us for my alarm clock which had begun to ring. Dream-time bridging real-time.
I am looking forward to the pleasure of sitting with Marina.
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Monday, April 5, 2010
Schedule of Performances: April 4th - April 26th
Imponderabilia: 10.30-11.45am
Imponderabilia: 1-2.15pm
Imponderabilia: 3.30-4.45pm
Monday the 5th
Nude w/ Skeleton: 1-3.30pm
Point of Contact: 4.45-5.30pm
Tuesday the 6th
Nude w/ Skeleton: 10.30-1pm
Wednesday the 7th
Relation in Time: 10.30-1pm
Nude w/ Skeleton: 3.30-5.30pm
Thursday the 8th
Point of Contact: 11.45-1pm
Point of Contact: 4.45-5.30pm
Friday the 9th
Relation in Time: 3.30-5.30pm
Imponderabilia: 7-8pm
Saturday the 10th
Point of Contact: 10.30-11.45pm
Point of Contact: 1-2.15pm
Imponderabilia: 3.30-5.30pm
Sunday the 11th
Point of Contact: 10.30-11.45pm
Imponderabilia: 1-2.15pm
Imponderabilia: 3.30-5.30pm
Monday the 12th
Nude w/ Skeleton: 3.30-5.30pm
Wednesday the 14th
Relation in Time: 10.30-1pm
Nude w/ Skeleton: 3.30-5.30pm
Thursday the 15th
Relation in Time: 10.30-1pm
Nude w/ Skeleton: 3.30-5.30pm
Friday the 16th
Relation in Time: 6-8pm
Saturday the 17th
Relation in Time: 10.30-1pm
Imponderabilia: 2.15-3.30pm
Imponderabilia: 4.45-5.30pm
Sunday the 18th
Imponderabilia: 10.30-11.45am
Imponderabilia: 1-2.15pm
Imponderabilia: 3.30-4.45pm
Monday the 19th
Nude w Skeleton: 1-3.30pm
Wednesday the 21st
Relation in Time: 1-3.30pm
Imponderabilia: 4.45-5.30pm
Thursday the 22nd:
Point of Contact: 10.30-11.45pm
Imponderabilia: 4.45-5.30pm
Saturday the 24th:
Relation in Time: 10.30-1pm
Point of Contact: 2.15-3.30pm
Sunday the 25th:
Point of Contact: 10.30-11.45pm
Relation in Time: 1-3.30pm
Monday the 26th:
Point of Contact: 1-2.15pm
Imponderabilia: 3.30-4.45pm
Out of town the 27th - 4th of May.
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Point of Contact — March 25th
Sometimes the use of the word “sublime” feels arrogant for its lofty and elevated nature. Pretentious because using this word casually recognizes the rarefied experience of “sublime” in the relatively commonplace. Perhaps I am being judgmental and pretentious myself, but calling the commonplace sublime seems a bit self-indulgent. I typically consider sublime matters to be few and far between. Sublime is not typical, or if it is typical, it is the most typical. In my humble estimations, sublime experiences are akin to quintessence and momentousness. They are rarefied.
Somewhat paradoxically, and contradictory to what I just wrote, today’s performance felt both rarefied and commonplace – sublime and mundane. Perhaps sublime experiences of reality can become commonplace...
Point of Contact is a very hard piece. We stand, facing one another, maintaining eye contact, holding our forearms at a right degree angle such that the point of our index fingers is almost touching. We stand like this for well over an hour — our eyes never parting — our fingertips hopefully hovering just near the other’s. Standing for over an hour is hard. Maintaining eye contact for over an hour is trippy and mind-altering. Extending your lower arm and attempting to align one’s extended finger with another’s hurts. Sometimes the passive arm, which is simply hanging to the side, looses circulation and falls asleep.
My body fights to hold on to something — allowing for relaxation, freedom and unconstraint is a constant meditation of acknowledging breath, alignment, circulation and flow amidst relative stillness. The fight is actually more about letting go, finding an expanded release, broadening awareness to all things while simultaneously unifying them with focus.
My mind attempts to go elsewhere — past memories and supposed bullshit assert disassociations that distance the present moment. The mundane present is not always enough for my brain, which strives to make itself important by processing images having nothing to do with my current experience. The effort is actually in the allowing — allowing the chatter of the mind to let go and be with the moment as it transpires.
Today as I performed Point of Contact, mundane reality was sublimely present. My senses felt unified and poised to the multiplicitous experiences and currency of the moment. The moment was momentous. Each instance was quintessentially itself. The challenge of the piece was easier — more easeful. Its duration was effortless and endurable. Time passed evenly…The pot did not need to be watched. We were gently simmering with experiences…Yes, I did drift, but it was much easier to come back and be with my partner. What if “I” is outside of “me”?
In many respects I have Deborah Hay to thank for today. I felt her echo very much as I performed. Perhaps it is because I saw her perform her “Lecture on the Performance of Beauty” last night at Cooper Union’s Great Hall - which after a day of performing open-eyed meditation at the museum, left me more tired and distant then I would like to admit.
However, her meditations and my own meditations (which in many respects owe their lineage to her mentorship) were very helpful as I inspired a state of perceptual awareness and noticed the moment’s transpiration…Here is a selection of the koan meditations and supportive statements that surfaced today. They helped ease the work into a state of momentous play…
What if every cell in my body can perceive and surrender Beauty simultaneously?
What if here is now is what I need?
What if “I” is outside of “me”?
What if I can perceive “too much” as the same as “too little”?
I don’t need to do anything.
The wholebody — at once — the teacher.
Notice the feedback.
What if we?
What if the assumption of other’s suffering eases my own?
What if we share we?
I am very thankful for all I have learned from Deborah and am learning from Marina’s work.
Monday, March 22, 2010
Schedule of Performances: Saturday, March 20th - Wednesday, March 31st
Point of Contact: 10.30-11.45am
Imponderabilia: 1-2.25pm
Imponderabilia: 4.45-6pm
Sunday the 21st
Imponderabilia: 11.45-1pm
Nude w/ Skeleton: 3.30-5.30pm
Monday the 22nd
Imponderabilia: 10.30-11.45am
Imponderabilia: 1-2.25pm
Point of Contact: 3.30-5.30pm
Wednesday the 24th
Relation in Time: 1-3.30pm
Thursday the 25th:
Point of Contact: 11.45-1pm
Point of Contact: 2.15-3.30pm
Friday the 26th
Imponderabilia: 10.30-11.45am
Point of Contact: 1-2.15pm
Relation in Time: 3.30-5.30pm
Saturday the 27th
Point of Contact: 4.45-6pm
Sunday the 28th
Point of Contact: 11.45-1pm
Nude w/ Skeleton: 3.30-5.30pm
Monday the 29th
Point of Contact: 11.45-1pm
Tuesday the 30th
Point of Contact: 11.45-1pm
Imponderabilia: 2.15-3.30pm
Imponderabilia: 4.45-6pm
Wednesday the 31st
Point of Contact: 11.45-1pm
Imponderabilia: 2.15-3.30pm
Friday, March 19, 2010
Relation in Time – March 18th
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
March 17th - Imponderabilia
I am reminded that meditation is an imponderable opportunity. As I ponder the performer in front of me - I am reminded that this exhibition can pass through me and us – sounds, people and their comments are just another manifestation of reality and I have the opportunity to be a gateway for this information to pass through the world – my world - the world spanning between the stream of our eyes. Like thoughts, each person and interaction is a fleeting chance for acknowledgment. Like thoughts to the experience of the moment, if I allow the interaction with museum patrons to pull me away from the performance I loose the potential of the next moment. I become distracted. Simply observing the person passing between us seems akin to observing passing thoughts. Observe, acknowledge and allow the next passerby the room to enter and pass between the energetic presence maintained by two performers facing one another.
This then becomes an opportunity for people to view their own interactions, not just with two naked bodies, but with themselves. Art as a mirror – that is if people choose to face themselves in our eyes and observe themselves in the process…More often then not, we seem to be not much more then a turn-style for their discomfort. They rarely make eye contact…Sometimes they acknowledge that they are passing between two very vulnerable, yet empowered people. If they are less distracted and more present, they tend to move a bit more slowly, with more intent, observing themselves and us as they pass.
…the old men who view her body with objectifying intent, the teenage girls who skip past us on the heels of their discomfort, the gay men who face me and are more intent to make eye contact, the demure well-to-do ladies who take extreme care in not touching as they pass our bodies…
We are offering these people a taste of themselves…that is if they care to be observant and tasteful. Most just seem to pass through and consume the experience like it is another snack. Most don’t even chew.
Monday, March 15, 2010
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Schedule of Performances: Sunday March 14th - Friday March 19th
Nude w/ Skeleton: 3.15-5.30pm
Monday the 15th
Imponderabilia: 10.30-11.45am
Relation in Time: 3.15-5.30pm
Wednesday the 17th
Imponderabilia: 10.30-11.45am
Relation in Time: 12.45-3.15pm
Point of Contact: 4.45-5.30pm
Thursday the 17th:
Relation in Time: 3.15-5.30pm
Friday the 19th
Imponderabilia: 10.30-11.45am
Imponderabilia: 1-2.25pm
Imponderabilia: 4.45-6pm
Imponderabilia: 7-8.15pm
March 9th – Imponderabilia - Preshow Press/Dress Rehearsal
Standing as a gateway to the exhibit we face one another: two performers, an exhibition of onlookers, sounds, sensations, relationships. Our eyes are with one another. Our bodies mirror one another. Individuals pass between us. Our eyes separate in unison, acknowledging the individual passing between us and our gaze is available to them. They rarely receive eye contact. They tend to pass quickly between us. Most face her as they are forced slightly sideways to pass between the space we create. Our eyes return to one another – streams returning to a river. Influence - not one, not two, but something bigger - confluence.
Breath and breathing - the rhythmic flow of air grounds me as my perceptions of reality play between distracted thought and unified awareness of surrounding phenomena.
My circulation is challenged by the cold of the gallery. Circulation is also challenged by mental distractions. Disassociated thoughts take me elsewhere. Flow is interrupted. Restrictions result. Tensions of breath, blood, perception and energy assert themselves and my conception of the moment loses unified focus.
Allow the knees to feel breath and move blood. Feel the feet past the floor. Feel past the tips of the fingers. Breath expansively and softly. Whole body at once. Allow her gaze to mirror mine. Two bodies at once. Oppositional directions simultaneously. Allow space to reveal the immensity of relationship. Allow the breadth of relationship to suspend me. "What if “I” is outside of “me”?" The unanswerable question supports me. Find support in relationship. I am the exhibit. The exhibit supports me. We are the exhibit. I find release, suspension, movement, and greater circulation through the free flow of my attentions. Breath, blood, energy, perceptions and thought move more freely when I perceive the shifting reality surrounding us. The awareness of relationship frees me from tension: a centering periphery of sensation, a tapestry of shifting sounds, layers of Marina's recorded voice through the thick background, bodies weaving through the gallery, video light playing again and again and again. I release into and find support through my perceptions of the spaces between movement, sound and light.
Have I been blinking?
We are always facing one another, breathing together, shifting, small dancing and never losing eye contact except when someone steps between. We are always available to receive their gaze. They rarely make eye contact.
It must be towards the end of our time. She reaches out for me. I briefly hold her forearm as we maintain eye contact. Her eyes roll, knees buckle, body falls past mine and I reach for her neck as her knees hit the ground. I lower her to the floor and am unstable myself. Her eyes are open, but she is not present. Heartbeats…her eyes don’t land, don’t focus, another breath and she sees me. She regains composure as I hold her hand. We are told ten minutes till the trial exhibition is over for today. Pause. We make another attempt and stand facing and holding one another. We are a gateway which ourselves pass through. We make eye contact. We break eye contact. Pause. We attempt again. The exhibition is over for today and I find I am warmer then I previously perceived.
Three months to go, four pieces to inhabit.
Monday, March 8, 2010
Descriptions of Re-performed Works
Personal Description:
Stand nude facing another re-performer in entrance to gallery.
The public can pass between us, but must turn sideways to pass through the space between.
Relation in Time, 1977
Personal Description:
Sit clothed and back-to-back with another re-performer.
Our hair is wrapped and bound to the other's hair.
Point of Contact, 1980
Personal Description:
Stand clothed facing another re-performer and looking into one another's eyes.
Our arm is bent at the elbow and our index finger is pointed towards the other's finger.
We avoid touching.
Nude with Skeleton, 2002-5
Personal Description:
Lay nude with skeleton on top of body.